>Be me
>Skinny fat with an ugly acne face
>low self esteem
>virgin, never kissed, never had a girlfriend
>32
>decides to end my virginity by going to amsterdam and fucking a prostitute there
>Take 2 weeks of vacation at my job to fly to amsterdam
>Go there, do sightseeing normal tourist stuff
>Sex time
>I brought a lot of money with me so I was expecting even if it's a steep price I can afford it
>Go to the red light district
>go look around eventually I find a pretty looking woman, in her 20s, showing off in the window
>this is it
>I tap on the window
>The woman looks at me, makes a cringy face then rejects me
>Throgh the entire 2 weeks, same fucking shit, nobody wanted to have sex with me, not even fatty woman
>2 weeks pass, still a virgin, even after going through the entire amsterdam
>No hope for me

It's not that I was picky, I genuinely went to every fucking brothel and they all rejected me. This whole vacation fucked me over and now I don't know if I am ever going to make it. I am fucking crying here thinking I am never going to feel the intimate touch of the opposite gender. God punished me, and now I am the most omega person in the world