I'm happy we talked, you seemed sincere while apologizing and I'm happy you had the courage to be honest with me about what you're ashamed of, the things you said and that you did in the past

But I have questions I'm still scared to ask you. Why did you call her prettier than me but to me, you said that I'm prettier than her? Is anything you say sincere? You said it was only lust, yet you told her things you hadn't told me yet. Was it because you felt more comfortable with her because you knew her well enough? Were you just scared I would start disliking you?

Did she not mean anything to you so you wouldn't care what she thought? But you kept thinking about her during our relationship, I don't fucking understand you