>>21206195gays are hyper-sexual, they only use people. relationships are just self serving and shallow and based on cumming.
Many gay people make your mistake of thinking being someone's living fleshlight is "love" or being "loved" but you are just being used by opportunistic hedonists.
Find validation within yourself, not from people "wanting" you.
The confusion of self worth with sexual desire from strangers leads you to a life being used, which ends in aids or drug addiction.
I implore you to find value in your life somewhere outside of other people.