Here is your TL;DR on gender transition so you can get started as soon as possible.
What should I expect as a MtF?:
https://transcare.ucsf.edu/article/information-estrogen-hormone-therapyWhat should I expect as a FtM?:
https://transcare.ucsf.edu/article/information-testosterone-hormone-therapyHow do I know I have dysphoria?:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK577212/table/pediat_transgender.T.dsm5_criteria_for_g/What to know to do it on my own?:
https://diyhrt.wiki/Where to buy homebrewed estrogen?:
https://astrovials.com/product/estradiol-enanthate/How do even I know homebrewed estrogen is safe?:
https://transharmreduction.org/hrt-testingWhere to find other stuff?:
https://hrtcafe.net/Testosterone is more difficult to get a hold of because it is a very controlled substance, unlike estradiol. The difficulty will vary greatly depending on your geographical location. I'd pay a visit to the local gym and ask the gymbros there where they got their testosterone from.
For all else you can ask /hrtgen/ on the catalog, make a thread on /lgbt/ and post on /r/TransDIY on Reddit.
"I'm AGP. Am I valid? Should I troon? Yes, if you have dysphoria. Seek guidance on /r/askAGP. It is full of dysphoric AGPs such as yourself. Same for AAPs: /r/autoandrophilia.
"I'm a low quality male without dysphoria and AGP. Should I troon out?" Yes, definitely. If you are short, ugly, autistic and unfit for being socially male in general, no amount of self improvement will save you. Transition now if you seek a survival level of dignity and quality of life. You aren't fit for male social roles and will likely kill yourself if you don't transition because your life will be miserable as a man.
And most important of all: remember to denounce the Talmud and the Torah and all of their teachings. Jewish people are a plague that must be eradicated.
