went out tonight for my incelwalk in the park found a very attractive girl walking at same fast pace (rare for females) I was so glad to be in her continuous presence I also smelled her deodorant or shampoo it smelled very feminine then I suddenly remembered some funny wanky shit I saw on 4chan and uncontrollably giggled for some seconds when I looked back at her I saw her look at me and she looked concerned then she stopped then I stopped too and we continued to looked at each other then for some dumb fucking reason she started walking in the opposite direction and it instantly hurts me a lot I wanted to walk back to the bitch and ask her wtf is wrong with her but I was afraid she'd yell and somehow I'd look like a molester or something


this world is sO fucking insane no wonder why Im constantly suicidal 24/7