>>21282673i work for a music school that specializes in the rock genre, we know a lot about history of rock
in the case of freddie, i'm not the one who is the big fan, i really like him cause he's the best vocal performer in history, but i got a coworker that is completely in love with Queen since we were young in the early 90s, he gives us the stories
if i remember it right, Mary herself is the best source for Freddie's feelings and hopes, and Brian May has confirmed she tells the truth about Freddie, Freddie himself dedicated most of his love songs towards her, like the famous Crazy Little Thing Called Love
the very first song that Queen performed together, Stone Cold Crazy (also considered the first thrash metal song), is said to be written by Freddie to be more like an operatic tale, and the band adapted it in their first gig. later that would become the trademark of Queen, this opera/orchestral style of composing, and we know through Mary that Freddie was already doing it before the rest of the band came and turned it into rock n' roll
they are truly great musicians that deserve the respect they have gained