I listened to Theistic Satanist meditation music while inside an empty Church, the same my parents had been wedded in, was baptized, and attended religious instruction as a child. The priest came over to tell me the church was closing, and inquired about what I was listening to, nothing my wild movements as I tried to feel the dark energies. I told him “Christian mediation music” and he laughed, having thought I was crazy but now pleased to see I had been connecting with God so intensely, and told me to come back another day. Well I was connecting with God in my own way…