>>21395591Sorry for my previous post, I am a smartass when it comes to word jokes.
For real honest motivation this time: grab life by the balls. Force things to reach goals. Yes, it may be difficult, such as eating sufficient nutrients when your body doesn't feel like it. But that's because your body is not used to it. Make it used to it, by pushing further and further. Don't expect results in the first week or first month even. It's okay to take small steps. Slow progress is infinitely better than no progress at all. And despite all try to do some power training. Again, it's okay to not do the superheavy stuff, also with lifting build that up over time, starting with light weights is absolutely fine. Portion: the more you workout, the more your body is going to be like "fuck I need food!", which helps you bulking up more, which then helps you eating more, and so on and so on. Aim for that upward spiral, leafy anon.