went out incelwalking again (fuck you US anon stop gatekeeping your "le incelwalk" im literally an incel walking I live in big population city I cant find fucking isolated spaces) then on my way home I randomly saw my bro friend first thing he literally asked me was "so what's your job now" I stuttered for some seconds then mustered up courage to say Im neet then he immediately said "why the fuck are you still a disgusting unemployed adult" I sweated even more then he just sighed and ride away (he's on a bike) and I just kinda tried to nto cry on the street again

I hate myself so fucking much if it wasn't for my cowardice I would have bombed a building with myself in it