>>21441464i gone through these stages:
life has no meaning
the world is here for no reason
wich is basically nihilism
then
okey maby where are not here for divine reasons
maby the world has no abolute purpose
but that means you have no shekels no gods no nothing
every disision is your own but no one is coming to rescue
no one is really in charge
wich is basically exsistentialism
so you have 3 options ( as Camu says:)
refuse to play the game or basically kill yourself
or my personal favourite absurdism
full regognition about our life and exceptance of our absurd situation of this life
so how to be free?