>>21445443Understandable, people can suck (I do agree), and I am not going to debate you on *who* sucks, but I think you ought to adjust your perspective a little on the death of your fat kitty instead of taking it out on yourself. What a loss it would be if this occurrence were not to instead inspire you to share that same passion for other creatures such as the less fortunate one's who feel just as dejected as you do now. I think this would be a missed opportunity if you didn't adopt one of those more unfortunate creatures in the animal shelter—I've seen how sad they look, but I myself are in no position to help them. I wouldn't personally view such a move as a means of betrayal to the OG fat kitty, but rather as a stepping stone that'll take you both into a new chapter; I think this would be a better motive instead of what you are doing now. Anyway, you need to mourn, but I'll leave you with my proposition. Don't take it too hard on yourself OP, okay?