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>be me
>try to block away the existential horror of 4chan incels because I've managed to build up a real life, with real people and real concerns, and a real family that cares about me
>inevitably get drunk at some point
>my mind, unclouded by the emotional shield of sobriety, confronts the untreated PTSD that I have dwelling within me from countless years of browsing this godforsaken amoral shithole site
>go and visit 4chan and take some pot shots at 4chan incels
>basically win any and every argument, but throw myself further and further into drink to cope with the evils that I have to endure here, and become increasingly incoherent and delirious
>keep doing this over and over
>get totally blackout drunk and eventually just end up spamming some embarrassing shit in a furious rage on whatever boards I'm posting on
>pass out blacked out drunk while phoneposting
>wake up with the full memory of what happened, even though normies don't remember their blackout episodes, I do all full well.
Any good suggestions for this feel?
>try to block away the existential horror of 4chan incels because I've managed to build up a real life, with real people and real concerns, and a real family that cares about me
>inevitably get drunk at some point
>my mind, unclouded by the emotional shield of sobriety, confronts the untreated PTSD that I have dwelling within me from countless years of browsing this godforsaken amoral shithole site
>go and visit 4chan and take some pot shots at 4chan incels
>basically win any and every argument, but throw myself further and further into drink to cope with the evils that I have to endure here, and become increasingly incoherent and delirious
>keep doing this over and over
>get totally blackout drunk and eventually just end up spamming some embarrassing shit in a furious rage on whatever boards I'm posting on
>pass out blacked out drunk while phoneposting
>wake up with the full memory of what happened, even though normies don't remember their blackout episodes, I do all full well.
Any good suggestions for this feel?
