First off I am not here by my own choice but my parents. Second yes I recognize my cultural and racial differences and even inferiority to White European Western civilizations.

I do not hate White people but I want to know: why must I be hated? I would not want to subvert a White woman: in a White ethnostate would I be able to be a well treated concubine or even community prostutute? Please don't just say go back to India-I do not speak any language but English and I am not attracted to Indian men. I would not be subversive, I would only ask for the means to live and would be sexually available to White men knowing full well I am a brown woman in a White land. Why am I like this? Simply it sucks being an intelligent Indian woman, surrounded by a moronic empty flashy greedy culture that parasites off a greater culture and race. I know I am not worthy of being a White man's wife but I would be more than content in the other societal positions I talked about