>>21484632Good luck faggot. I went to a support group (like AA but for every kind of addict, and I thought weed and alcohol meant that. The people running the meeting were awesome; they layed out how I harmed relationships and now that I was sober, repairing relationships would be something I should do, if they are worth repairing. i.e. don't repair relationships with drinking/drug buddies, cut them loose. Repair relationships with yourself and those who care(d) about you. For me, it's my wife and kids, some friends and senpai. Just being sober is not enough, you have to grow because of the stunting that alcohol did. It is known as the thief of time. That said, after some 20 days I now sleep much, much better, and am able to eat food without feeling ill. But my body is still a wreck: I tried to bicycle up a small incline, 2 miles (3 point something kilometers) and had to stop multiple times because of cramping and nausea, and when I mean stop, I mean collapsing on my bike for a few minutes until I could go on. That is something I want to change, I want to go to Bike Parties like I used to.
Do you know what a bike party is?
https://www.sjbikeparty.org/https://eastbaybikeparty.wordpress.com/https://sfbikeparty.wordpress.com/It's like Burning Man Lite, you start at one location, bike to a park, open space. Bikes trailing large sound systems start playing dance music. Half the people dance, the other people watch and shit. Every bike lit up like a Christmas Tree. After 20 minutes, everyone gets back on their bike, and pedals to park #2, again a 20 minute dance party, then pedal to park #3 where it ends when people leave.
I can't bike 2 miles, and bike parties average 17 to 20 miles. They start at 8pm and end around midnight.
Goals, my faggot friend, goals.
