>>21508387>why are you constantly boasting about your intelligence? its just true but obviously intelligence is the most taboo thing on earth like more taboo than niggers and pedophilia combined so i can only afford this luxury online because even if i was hostile towards someone it's low class
it's just insulting but it makes your position weaker in an argument because you bring it down to ad hominem, it's "based" in the original meaning of the word
>your current statebuddy, i wont go into details but i've always been fucked
i've been so fucked it's insane
i'm the best i've ever been
nothing extreme happened in my childhood but some factors combined turned me into that
i was so fucked i couldnt muster words physically
but i was a good person, i wanted to be normal and i wanted to live a good life and not swear or be promiscuous and i was a good christian and wanted to just find a girl and love her and i was disillusioned about all of that quite early like way fucking earlier than you'd expect but i had hope and i had ideals even if i subconsciously knew it was unlikely
>where has that intelligence gotten youcompared to my environment quite far actually but i cant use it properly
>self inflicted issuesit is not self inflicted, i just choose to not care about certain issues as opposed to just not being able to solve them, it's only natural, it's not self inflicted damage i just refuse to treat my wounds
>would probably enjoy being a normal social person with a gf and suchi've always had ZERO self confidence ZERO social awareness and ZERO friends and DEFINITELY ZERO romantic relationships
i went through entire high school without muttering a word to anyone no joke i literally just sat there not speaking to anyone and it was still better than i acted before because i at least could force myself to bother some faggot asking about homework or whatever
assuming limited autonomy it is unlikely that some thing will happen without cont.
