>>21520441How old are you anon?
I think we all expected to die young, probably a normal way of thinking for most people.
I didn't expect to make it past 21.
In fact at 21 after great tragedy on what was already a poor quality life full of tragedy I was gonna an hero, but had a change of heart and became a religious person instead seeking answers to the complicated questions.
I would prefer a prolonged death. i dont want a suffering painful experience of course but I want to be compus mentis during the death process.
I will probably an hero, I intend to not not live pasta certain point.
My method will be starvation too. Very "not cowardly" way out.
Will take much mental effort to avoid eating and brute force past the weakness of starvation.