>>21551238>>21551273Anyway one day I get the idea to jerk it to the Virgin Mary, and a few weeks later I gave in, I also jerked off to shota hentai while cumming on a Bible. My father said a spot in my room was cold for no reason and I think because of that, some black magic shit. Anyway I went into a deep despair because of that incident, and would relapse on and off into naughty hentai. Then I had a very big mental breakdown that destroyed me, my personality, my emotions, my morals, my memories even to a degree; and with nothing but emptiness in my soul I began to allow the darkest vices I hid within myself to break through into my front mind. And after the trauma left and I remained I regained control of my life, and I felt god again, but I lacked a good evil moral compass. The way I understand things now is more based on ideas of context and honor. I don't break any laws but only because I have people in my life that depend on me, but I am content with my "wicked" fantasies, they are as much as apart of me as the "good" thoughts I have.
