Recently I have been reflecting my identity and thinking about some very questionable things that I have done on here. I am fearing the idea that I am slowly becoming a pedophile.
Here's why:
>I have masturbated to questionable content on /b/
>I don't feel the exact same disgust and absolute hatred for pedophiles like normal people do
>I hate anime for being pedophillic in nature but this was proven to be a projecting mechanism for pedophiles
>I get nervous around children and I try my best to stay away from places or jobs where I have to frequently be in contact with them
>I think I got hard when my little cousin (female) sat on my lap when I was out with my family
Please help me, I do not want to be a pedophile but I have heard that they are born like this and they are not made.