>>21582851I agree I get pisses off with it too, I think I must have higher sex drive than most guys as even in late 30s I still need to cum few times a day, then again maybe it's because of the porn, who knows chicken and egg scenario lol
>>21582852Thanks, I will try again, I've never gone 2 months I think the most is maybe 4 weeks when I was on holiday as a teenager but since then probably only about 2 weeks.
I think my biggest problem is I lack motivation to quit, even back when I was having sex regularly it never affected my sexual performance, in fact it made it better because I could usually last longer if had been watching porn and edging recently. Now as I'm not getting any anyway that's less of a factor, although I'd probably pursue it more if I didn't have porn which would be healthier.
At the minute I've mainly been focused on at least not paying for it but every few months I go on a binge and obsess about some site and end up paying for it then regret it straight away, then if I've paid for it I try and rationalise that I then need to use site more to get moneys worth. That's the biggest problem I have is rationalisation, my brain tricks me into thinking there is nothing wrong with it or at least part thinking it is wrong is weaker than the part that wants to do it, I'm not religious either so don't have that motivator.
Anyway you've motivated me to try again I'm determined to at least get past the magic two months
