>>21611518also black speech. You're living on hard mode but you also have one of the rarest opportunities in America where no one will really fuck with you.
I got hit with the autism and communication disorders roulette but I forced myself to interact with people. I sort of take on a different persona that allows me to interact with people but I need tons of alone time to recharge.
It's hard, but you're capable of a lot. Don't let things you can't control stop you from being who you want to be