>>21647903I love asians on Obezium.
Same here 29 about to be 30 exact same scenario
Wasted my 20s grappling with feeling s of inferiority and depression from my teens so while everyone off socializing and getting acclimated with society I did everything I could to avoid humans sure I have some traumas but at 29 nobody wants to hear it they just want to see tangible results .so much potential wasted because I failed to realize I was living my real life ill probably be 35 wishing I started doing something anything right now at 29 3/4th-30 just an endless cycle of wishing I started sooner
I'm cowardly and to high inhibition because I don't want to be embarrassed infront of people who don't even know I exist
I push away the people who love me by being unmotivated and also being around my family makes me feel like I'm dying inside
Fuck I hate ranting the relief was always temporary and the feelings come back like water during a tsunami
AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
