Pineal gland calcification is often cited as the "spiritual lobotomy"
I don't know if I believe that, but I do know this;
I have been fascinated by religion my whole life. i study it extensively. I can write you an essay on the theological nuances between Jeohovah's Witnesses, Catholics, Anglicans, and even Religio Romani.
And despite sincereky wanting to believe in anyvof it. God, etc; I just can't. I have tried. But I just don't believe.
Christians describe thus "feeling" of faith. Some even say they soeaj to God.
But for me, there's just nothing.