>>21681405pretty much, yeah. for quite a long time, i just hated existing/my body, and i didn't understand why. it was just a pervasive, never-ending feeling. i remember the first time i thought about killing myself i was in the 4th or 5th grade. really sucks because kids at that age don't even fully comprehend mortality. the moment i figured out what it meant to be trans, though, i was like, "oh - that's me."
i couldn't/didn't start hrt for various reasons until i turned 20, which sucks, but it could have been a lot worse. and i am quite happy these days
>>21681415i would have posted pics if you didn't misgender me, meanie >:( all you had to do was ask nicely
