I was supposed to have a hookup today with a mid emohoe but I scared her off because of my autism on text before we even met. She was even willing to drive over ugh. I was hoping to have good sex for realsies this time since I technically had sex before but she was ugly and I didn't want to ejaculate in her plus her awful foreplay made my penis soft so I didn't cum. I also got head several times before but that's lame shit.

SIDE NOTE - I have a picture of Jesus in my room and the girls I've taken there seem to get weirded out by it. Reactions I've gotten are like "So you're a Jesus person?" "Why?" and "I see you've got a picture of... Jesus here (sarcastic)" Should I hide it somewhere?