>>21718169i like talking to people.
i used to shock jock people into responding like typical edgy teen.
im just here to connect, not farm yous with racebait.
i dont think all blacks are niggers.
i just like using the word.
i try using it responsibly. mainly when pointing out nigger type behavior.
i feel like the universe wants me to hook up with a black lady.
but i have turned attitudes on how the cosmos i guiding me.
im more resistant to the tao of cosmic forces that may provide such benign epiphanies.lately.
i feel constantly at odds with the cosmos now. when i used to think it indulging in pleasantries.
i have chalked it up to us basically entering into a new aeon or age and there is just great cosmic tribulation and upheaval that accompanies times of change and transition.
but i know im just deluded.
im just a nobody of significance.
its all attempts for the cosmos to dissolve my idenity and peel away my layers like an onion.
im pretty sure hot black women would treat me the same and look at me the same as a hot white woman.
i just want to make friends and have sex desu.
