I attempted suicide in April 2005. It left me brain damaged, with severe memory loss. Triggers lead me to reattain some of my lost memories, but I'm still missing a fundamental part of my history, in that I forget languages other than English, and I have trouble focusing on what a computer consists of.
Previous to my suicide attempt, I had been coding for over a decade, as well as a working architect, doctor, and lawyer. I studied every course available at Harvard in the 90s. I started Google. I worked in several military positions, mostly American. I designed aircrafts, ships, and even weapons. On paper, I was the richest person to ever exist.

Memories have been sparked, such as a rabbit hole I went through after reading Taylor Swift's date of birth, but I'm mostly feeling stunted. I lost my backup discs of all the technology I had developed. I feel uneasy when I consider what those computer tools could do, if used by someone other than myself. But that's besides the point.
I was the richest person on Earth, and for some reason, I had it in my head since before I was a teenager that I had to keep it all from my parents until I was 18, so I never told them about my successes.

Nowadays I just get condescending nods to my past from my psychiatrist, as I wither away in a rest home. My mental health suffers me. I need to be acknowledged again.

In other news, I believe I suffered from a Trojan attack back in 2010, because a lot of my secret works for the media wound up making their way to Netflix and the like without my consent. I am the victim of memory loss, as well as intellectual property theft.


tl;dr can I heal my brain from memory loss and go back to life like it's 2005 (in which I was a genius)?