Looking for advice from a higher power--please, I do not know where else to turn, it is very urgent, I can't turn to anyone else because most people just gaslight me. It's been really bad in Canada, it's unpredictable what could happen next and how bad it could get, but the one thing that is reliable is that it will increasingly continue to get worse, but I don't know what could happen next.

I thought I would have time to see a doctor and dentist, but even though for every reason there should be, there are like no practicing doctors available to see. I have been like basically fucking crippled by Canada. The air is always terrible, it was already bad but it's been getting worse, it's so hard to breathe clearly, this is bad because it has long term effects on my lungs, and the other chemicals that are out there are worse, causing me severe muscle weakness, ans fatigue and aches and pains everywhere, I can barely walk or physically exert myself, it just keeps getting worse and worse.

The thing I need to know is, should I stay longer and go to potentionally dangerous areas where I could get murdered to get photographic evidence of some of the fucked up shit happening? And wait a bit longer to see a doctor, or should I just leave as soon as possible? I don't know if I should wait any longer, I am like basically crippled at this point, I can't imagine it getting worse