>>21766294Congrats. I've been out of the system for over 13 years after my "lovely" divorced mom and absent workaholic/alcoholic father put me through multicultural hell, which left me with severe social anxiety and a diagnosis called "seelische Behinderung"
Here are some tips and a bit of logic to help you through the times when you feel like you want to end things early:
Enjoy your time and freedom and think about the fools that are still tryharding to give taxes to murderous turdies. Others will perceive you as a parasite but in truth you're a cancer cell to the big parasite (the regime).
Yes, you live on borrowed time and the enemy will come to kill you, either through war (drafts etc.) to "save our democracy" or through more abstract means.
I can guarantee you that the future will be hell on earth and those that are afraid of death and desperately cling to life no matter how demonically evil their surroundings have become, those will be the biggest losers in all of creation. They will betray everything and they will pay dearly so don't be them! Until those days arrive, just stay alive to spite all those assholes, lowborn or otherwise.
Listen to your intuition because your intuition is God, unironically.
If you don't have a wife and children then don't feel bad about it. In the future you will feel blessed to not have the pressure and guilt for putting innocent beings into the demon world that is soon to come.
Find your peace within yourself and make your peace with this world so that you can move on freely after your physical death.
They want their kalergi future of mixed turdies, genetically designed and neurally nanowired for ultimate servitude, sprinkled with additional AI surveillance. Let them have it then because you will never convince the perpetually retarded to choose freedom over this shit.
I'm very detached and ready to finally die to avoid their fate and luckily I will leave nothing behind.
Good luck to you and apologies for the schizo post.