I'm 29, jobless, sexless twink with zero social skills. I plan to change my life in the next 5 years. My ultimate goal is to travel to japan and lose my virginity there to a cute 16-23 year old idol girl. I'm just worried that by that point I will be too old to even care about having a romantic relationship. Like if I get to 40 and I'm still a virgin, I would probably abstain from sex forever so that at least my first time in the afterlife would be somewhat special.