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>34 soon
>havent enjoyed my life since 25ish
>no friends, sex, or social life beyond hookers since 2018
>have dreams about being at a party in HS/College and then wake up alone in my 123sq ft apartment and get ready for work
>can no longer hide behind youthful, plausible deniability about why you’re alone and haven’t “figured things out”
>see peers with partners and children and feel weird and sad like a rotten adult infant
>too old and social media retarded to participate in youth culture
>can tell father is embarrassed, disappointed,
and had disassociated from me to preserve his mental health.
This is a slow motion nightmare
>havent enjoyed my life since 25ish
>no friends, sex, or social life beyond hookers since 2018
>have dreams about being at a party in HS/College and then wake up alone in my 123sq ft apartment and get ready for work
>can no longer hide behind youthful, plausible deniability about why you’re alone and haven’t “figured things out”
>see peers with partners and children and feel weird and sad like a rotten adult infant
>too old and social media retarded to participate in youth culture
>can tell father is embarrassed, disappointed,
and had disassociated from me to preserve his mental health.
This is a slow motion nightmare
