>>21839850I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you do find peace in raising confident children. I sometimes think that raising a child would bring out the best in me, I probably have another 2 years of building healthy habits before I'd be ready for it though.
>>21839854You're absolutely right and I've seen first hand examples of guys only getting it together in thier mid to late 30's and living out a playboy lifestyle, though it's a little sad that the ones I know haven't found a chick worth staying with long term, whatever, they have thier kids and seem happier than they were in thier 20's.
I really fucked up with addiction, now i have "liquid handcuffs" and overseas travel is next to impossible atm, don't feel sorry for me, I knew I would get addicted, I just thought that self medicating and being able to hold down a job was better than being sober and being too anxious to do much of anything. We have a ton of help for autists like me nowadays, I basically have a team helping me become healthy again.
Those are some nice genetics. Did you do a Contiki type travel thing or just work it out on your own?
I have mostly German and English genetics though thier is one Croatian guy who's genes were dominant in my mothers side and me (my dad and sister look germanic, mum and I look(ed) more Italian. But when you're good looking it doesn't really matter, you notice the positive affirmation (or lack of it), it's crazy what I used to get away with without getting my ass kicked.
