>>21874551that's what cigarettes are for, i roll my own with cloves. i miss my pipe, i wish i still had mine. tyrant thugs took mine away while i was expressing myself in what i thought was a free country; in reality, we are enslaved by the dollar. i thought that was petty, but the pipe itself was broken anyways because i took the plastic bit out to clean before the pipe had cooled down. moist pipe tobacco will eventually grow mold, but you can always leave it out, then put it in some mason jars with an orange peel to rehydrate it. it will keep practically forever, unless if the moisture content is too high.
i hate work. it all just feels like one big racket, and what's more, is that everything's slightly dysfunctional, so you are never able to expect what difficulties you will encounter for the day. i am also constantly paranoid one of my coworkers, if they decide that they don't like me, might catch me in a "workplace accident" and murder me, or that one might eventually go postal and try to kill me. these people feel so deeply cynical about their outlook on life and constantly reaffirm these beliefs by interpreting the inherently flawed character of others as something that shatters their social charade of politeness and offends their very being. it is terrifying, and i am astonished that this is even a phenomenon that i am witnessing. i would save myself from the anxiety and insure myself with a gun, but i also hate the idea of even just accidentally taking another's life, especially because nothing is guaranteed in this life but suffering. even if in a life threatening circumstance, i will be relieved to know that i will finally rest from all of this worldly chaos.
