Rudyard Whatifalthist Lynch has been scrubbing and copyright striking his schizo meltdown video series from the internet.
One thing that struck me about it is the very ending of part 3, in which he says (while doing the Spock hand sign)
>I state before the lord god... and hermes.. that I have now sealed the contract in the blue room. You have my official guaranteur and signing, before the public, that my contract is now closed. I am officially a public servant of the blue room. DONE -sigggghhhh-
Then he just moves on to a whole new topic where he sees God and the tree of life, and brags about killing a god.

What is this shit?
Was he raped by freemasons and is reliving his oaths?
Is the blue room related to the lodge?
Is this video meltdown a public humiliation ritual that masons are supposed to do, but Rudyard did too many drugs?
Is masonry this pathetic where it preys on schizoid narcissists and forces them to humiliate themselves to become brainwashed servants.
Compare Whatifalthist's attitudes and behaviors before his more recent meltdown period where he's cogent to his "inner life" as revealed whil high on Kratom and apparently coke or whatever else.

>it's just a fraternity where we drink beer on saturdays, like uh, uh, you know VFW.
It's apparently very weird and gay you freaks.