>>21886964Thankfully I've barely fucked with opioids, I've only tried a bit of oxy, some shit heroin with long lasting RC benzos which sent me to the hospital with aspiration pneumonia, tramadol and codeine
I've always got my drugs from the dark web for the last 5 years except a couple of times, always did drugs alone and never hanged out with other drug users and I was still diagnosed with a bullshit ICD-10 F19 diagnosis in an expensive private psychiatric clinic I went some months ago for a month long rehab program which turned out to be the most useless thing I've ever seen so I left early
Both the psychiatrist and the psychologist appointed to me didn't even care to take a look at the WAIS-IV IQ test I've brought with me and that stupid psychiatrist decided to take revenge on me for leaving early from this rehab filled with some retarded alcoholic uncles and one alcoholic grandma with diagnosing me with this bullshit F-19 instead with something like major depressive disorder since I've already been diagnosed with depressive episode in the summer
I was just telling them that I've been obsessing the last two years with the fact that I'm either autistic or schizoid or both and I'm certain about the first at this point and they didn't seem to care
A previous psychiatrist I visited in the summer three times who diagnosed me with the depressive episode, in the third session he reaffirmed my worries about seeing signs and symptoms of both autism spectrum disorder and schizoid personality disorder and he then said I can't proceed with a diagnosis because I'm a fucking adult LMFAO and he even had the audacity to ask me what I wanted the diagnosis for, and this motherfucker even claimed to be in charge of a house with autistic children
Like what the fuck, why would you lie to your patient like that? Someone else could have believed that, I should have been making threats to him for that shit
