>>21952831idk, anon. i think that neither of us can see the real effort it takes to maintain this relationship because i feel like we are both self centered. he thinks i'm not reciprocating his care, i think he's not appreciating my effort. i wish things would get better, but look at where we are, dragging the discord drama out of the bag and plopping it like a stinky shit here. he isn't talking to me, and wants to even break up with me because of how bad things are. i can't even find the energy to care because of how emotionally and mentally exhausted my own life already is. it's not that i can't give, i just have nothing left.
