>>2196937I am being a shit (well, just me without the bullshit) until they all turn away in disgust. Then it's fine to leave. Trouble is, some like me like that. My disease is shouting at me every few nights, coming up with photogenic ways of violent self disposal, telling me every mistake I may or may not have made. My best mate ever fell off a roof, we weren't in touch for a while then. I still don't know if he meant to.
>>2200126That's where I am. Purgatory? Been a decade soon, thank fuck pain is life.
>>2200233Exactly. My last days (nothing acute, just well considered) will be boring as fuck.
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