I'm thinking to end this life soon. Yes I have some issues in my life and no solution. Just typing here sometimes yk. I'm tired of life but also I'm scared about my parents what they'll feel. You know. It's not usual 14 y.o situation it's really have no nothing with it. About me 21y.o broke up not long time ago. Always lying about everything cuz have trust issues or scared of what people will think about me. Simple NEET rotting in my room no socialize life playing games with rock face. I don't see just a solution. Sometimes we just can't be able to help ourselves. I'll just writing it now just to let you know that sometimes ur expectations are not easy to reach. Some people just don't have enough strength inside to keep moving forward. Understand them. Nothing will change after this post obviously world after and before will be the same. I just wanna let you know that I wanted to be a space explorer and write some music but all it have no sense for me anymore. So. See you on the other side. Even if I won't receive one reply here it's still OK. Just hope you guys will be able to solve something and will be able to ask ur close people for help. I can't at this point. Pease.