>>22019574I advise converting to Orthodoxy and getting rid of all WiFi and electronic devices, switching to a talk-text only phone plan, and engaging in sincere repentance. Was able to do this for a year and never felt better in my life despite being a lifelong gay porno pervert.
But since I'm forced to work from home at the moment off my own computer and basically forced to have access to pornography I just purposefully developed a fetish for plastic sex toys by watching some male solo focused plastic sex toy hypno vids and male solo plastic sex toy content. So I'm no longer even gay but just fantasize about myself fucking onaholes and plastic pussies and very occasionally watching men pound them. Pretty much rewired my mind.
I know it's fucked up but it's so much better than watching or thinking about slimy male-male asshole sex (sodomy) and two male content (sodomy) I feel as clean wholesome as a nun in comparison to what my mind used to be like.
So depending on your circumstances, before you can really get rid of pornography as I recommended and start getting things right with God, you just might want to think about restricting what you watch and how you develop your sexuality. Does it have to be poo poo sex or two men on screen? Why just not man on fleshlight? Can't you fetishize using sex toys instead? And then repent to God in prayer until you can finally get rid of all the shit.
It is better to take ownership of your sexuality and do damage control by redirecting it to something more wholesome if you cannot completely purge your environment of pornography and sexual content.
