So long story short I think I have cancer, it's a 50/50 type of thing. I know why I got whatever I got but like I said not sure because I haven't gone to the hospital because I already feel like I know it. Anyway I'm not scared of death I actually see it as exciting because then I'll know what happens after death. Sounds funny but I've always wondered if it was just nothingness or something what ever that something is. I don't think there's some dude hovering around up there but hey you never know. Besides that, if I do have what I think I have what do you people think I should do? I know at that moment I'll just want to do whatever I want I'm pretty broke so no go on traveling the world. Any opinions /bant/?