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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 00:40:34 No.22097432 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>22097454 >>22097885

I miss when it was so bad I thought it couldn't get worse.... this fucking bottomless pit got me seething and feeling nostalgic at the same time
sigh

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!!+BhVj0FRlGa ID:7VJ9v4C+ Tue 11 Feb 2025 00:44:58 No.22097454 Report

Quoted By: >>22097458

>>22097432
no brakes on this mobius strip through hades

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 00:45:52 No.22097458 Report

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>>22097454
lol

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:12:23 No.22097578 Report

Quoted By: >>22097672

It can always get worse if you still have internet accesses

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:33:32 No.22097672 Report

Quoted By: >>22097684

>>22097578
*will
I will lose you too

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:34:01 No.22097675 Report

Quoted By: >>22097684

I might commit suicide soon

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:35:54 No.22097684 Report

Quoted By: >>22097692

>>22097672
Will you miss me?

>>22097675
You could always not do that and sober up instead

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:37:37 No.22097692 Report

Quoted By: >>22097717

>>22097684
If I remember you, yes
Also I'm sober

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:39:24 No.22097707 Report

Quoted By: >>22097720

ehehehe your flag is a hospital cross

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:40:11 No.22097717 Report

Quoted By: >>22097720 >>22097735

>>22097692
Probably not for very long thoughever

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:41:52 No.22097720 Report

Quoted By: >>22097735 >>22098005 >>22098095

>>22097707
It's inverse
>>22097717
Doing speed is like being gigasober thoughbeit ever I barely take sedating things

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Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 01:45:19 No.22097735 Report

Quoted By: >>22097944 >>22098005 >>22098095

>>22097720
>It's inverse
ah, true
>Doing speed is like being gigasober thoughbeit ever I barely take sedating things
i've always indulged in stimulants more than anything sedating/anxiolytic
i figured i'd be completely fucked if i got dependent on anxiolytics
>>22097717
cute character

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 02:10:16 No.22097885 Report

Quoted By: >>22097944

>>22097432
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBTkwGrFXnw
good luck

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 02:24:08 No.22097944 Report

Quoted By: >>22098095

>>22097735
I take copious amounts of benzos to deal with meth comedowns or just speed up time, it made me realize I never really had anxiety since it doesn't really make me feel less stressed. My tolerance is so high that I can take 5mg alprazolam without people even noticing at work. The best is speedballing with it and meth it makes time fly by so fast and lock in at work so hard. But if I take it too much and go off I get the brain zaps so I kinda leave out weeks without anything then binge again etc. Phenibut on the other hand kinda calms my seething but it's not really addicting.
>>22097885
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KI_rUpULof0

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 02:39:16 No.22098005 Report

Quoted By: >>22098112 >>22098196

>>22097720
Doing speed doesn't count as being sober

>>22097735
thanks

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:xwqs80aG Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:04:53 No.22098095 Report

Quoted By: >>22098112

>>22097720
>>22097944
Stop doing drugs. Life and health improved. Next problem?
>>22097735
Lelliot is a druggie??

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:09:18 No.22098112 Report

Quoted By: >>22098139

>>22098095
My life and health was shittier before drugs though ever, drugs paint the black and white sketch in colors at least
>>22098005
Okayyy but I've been off even that for a couple of days now

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:13:46 No.22098139 Report

Quoted By: >>22098153

>>22098112
A couple of days is hardly anything when you've been on it all the time. You're clearly not happy with where its taken you.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:17:43 No.22098153 Report

Quoted By: >>22098166

>>22098139
I was never happy to begin with, now I just don't have any people who are more unhappy than me that I can orbit to feel better. Vladesque and Biguerino are both gone and the boredom is taking over. I should make explosives again to feel better.

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:20:59 No.22098166 Report

Quoted By: >>22098190

>>22098153
>I was never happy to begin with,
Why not?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:25:04 No.22098190 Report

Quoted By: >>22098200

>>22098166
Me myself and I, I will not whine and blame circumstances anymore. Neither can I change the past though. So it is what it is

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Anonymous ID:xwqs80aG Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:26:52 No.22098196 Report

Quoted By: >>22098211

>>22098005
Smelliot Rodgers? Who posted Neo and cancer games threads in the past? Also, i just realized fsgmark almost never posts anymore. He loved to spam and ruin your threads.

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:27:28 No.22098200 Report

Quoted By: >>22098261

>>22098190
Nobody can change the past
People can only change their future
I'm so smart I know

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:29:45 No.22098211 Report

Quoted By: >>22098253

>>22098196
Autistic kids on the internet know me as Sako. I don't know who you're talking about.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:xwqs80aG Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:40:00 No.22098253 Report

Quoted By: >>22098315 >>22098395

>>22098211
Oh...there was a guy who had Neo as his waifu even though he never watched RWBY. And was obsessed with doing hunger games threads, nicknamed cancer games because mods were faggots who wanted all game threads on the /q/uests board. Another guy would spam his threads or copy paste his threads as a falseflag until he got banned for spam. He was funny.

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:41:40 No.22098261 Report

Quoted By: >>22098315

>>22098200
The past dictates the future, minor changes can still be made but the general direction is given. The progress I make simply doesn't give me enough motivation to keep the feedback loop going. It was always outside pressure that kept me going but now that I'm an adult there's nothing driving me besides staying in my comfort zone

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 03:52:14 No.22098315 Report

Quoted By: >>22098377

>>22098253
I've never really been into those roleplaying threads. Was that on bnat or another board? HG threads still happen on /b/ and /trash/ from what I can tell.

>>22098261
>the general direction is given
I feel like thats only because you've decided its going to be like that. It's not like you have to do anything crazy, but you do seem sad and gay while using lots of drugs. A small improvement might at least make life worth living or something.

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:05:15 No.22098377 Report

Quoted By: >>22098386

>>22098315
You sound like the boomer you are, this is like telling a starving Nigerian kid he can be whatever he wants >>19107517 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:09:01 No.22098386 Report

Quoted By: >>22098401 >>22098501

>>22098377
Its not 2 late 2 save yourself from self imposed rotmaxxing

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:12:06 No.22098395 Report

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>>22098253
neo is MINE

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:12:44 No.22098401 Report

Quoted By: >>22098427

>>22098386
>self imposed rotmaxxing
shiet...

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:17:54 No.22098427 Report

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>>22098401
That goes for (You) too

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:31:41 No.22098501 Report

Quoted By: >>22098538

>>22098386
I'm not rotting at all, I have hobbies and a good job. Life is just so boring without being able to feel much at all
>>17206021
>>17206027
well that didn't happen

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Anonymous ID:IY16UcZr Tue 11 Feb 2025 04:38:40 No.22098538 Report

Quoted By: >>22098697

>>22098501
Pretty sure thats a known side effect from frying your brains neurotransmitters or something

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:guwaP9/y Tue 11 Feb 2025 05:17:44 No.22098697 Report

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and off to work I am
>>22098538
Although I used some adhd meds before I only started abusing drugs heavily last summer, and I did so exactly because it made me feel something. It's already nowhere near the peak and is still tapering off since the novelty is gone and my brain adjusted to it.
Well if I'm lucky you'll still catch this msg else goodnighterino

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Anonymous ID:guwaP9/y Tue 11 Feb 2025 05:39:00 No.22098805 Report

Quoted By: >>22098922

It's kind of insane how good I feel after not sleeping at all just because I slept over 7 hours 2 days in a row

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 05:59:58 No.22098922 Report

Quoted By: >>22098975

>>22098805
i think the brain gets more sensitive after some sleep deprivation, if it's a one-off thing (not chronic sleep deprivation)

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:bNUCssA7 Tue 11 Feb 2025 06:11:51 No.22098954 Report

Quoted By: >>22098975

personally i feel like shit after sleep deprivation, but my brain does get more creative i think. just don't have any energy to do anything with it.

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Anonymous ID:guwaP9/y Tue 11 Feb 2025 06:17:40 No.22098975 Report

Quoted By: >>22098979

>>22098922
>>22098954
I sleep about 3-4 hours during the week and 8 on the weekend It's totally sleep deprivation

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cde0QuSZ Tue 11 Feb 2025 06:18:46 No.22098979 Report

Quoted By: >>22099205

>>22098975
i dropped out of highschool from doing that, my hair was falling out n shiet
i have to get a job soon, hopefully don't fall into the same trap
good luck, i hope you evolve

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Anonymous ID:guwaP9/y Tue 11 Feb 2025 07:18:01 No.22099205 Report

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>>22098979
I'm doing this since like 7 years, it's a form of self torture

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Anonymous ID:S42WUzFt Tue 11 Feb 2025 18:00:09 No.22102009 Report

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Back at home, looooooooooong day

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