>>22199136You are never alone because your own soul is a piece of eternity and thus is infinite of itself and thus can engage with itself
However the fact that loneliness is no longer healing or peaceful shows there is an immense dissatisfaction with your being in relation to this material dimension; your essence is whispering to you that in order to the next step it needs to move and through this dimension despite the pain or chaos
You need to make a bold move with actual ramifications. That will break you free from your prison.
Let the thoughts you think wrong but so desire in. Do not let the revulsion you were told to feel by society take over. Accept them as part of yourself and part of a place in being. And accept that being from god like god you bow to no one but thyself; and weave your will with intuition and determination; pour more than enough strength in; and you shall regain your place as a star in the splendid sky though you may be in the body of man.