>>22594463>I saved a screenshot of your previous message because I liked it and want to remember it anonNice, I might save the No. of the thread to see it in archived.moe or similar websites
>Why not just give it a try, it might end up going well?See, I've always been insufficient in a relationship. No matter how I change, and I've changed enough, I won't do it again just for a pretty face. It's fucked to say that, because I could be one of the best friends a girl can have, but if she starts to think about me wanting something more than friendship, that's when things start to go wrong. Years ago I would not know how to react at that, and then I'll just play along. But there's always problems that cannot be fixed, because it would mean to behave like a person I am not, and I'm myself and that's all
But I'm not "a victim of women" or something like that, no. I've been thinking, that I might have some psychopathic traits. Let's take for example the woman who I had sex with for the first time
>Single mother>Emotionally broken and unstable>She tries to corner me to force me to play her game>I play it... for innocence? or for benefit?>I behave like your average "good guy">No drinking, no smoking, no drugs, no casual sex>I even start to talk about wedding>She plays my game, ensuring me that she is really into "housewife role" and all>She stopped to flirt with men on chats>I fuck her many times in motels, she sucks my dick and swallows the cum>After all of that, and just when I start the college, I'm talking about end the relationship>A cycle of breaking up, return, breaking up starts>The last time we returned all seemed to be all right for us two>Next day I woke up after a hellish nightmare>She sends me a message wishing me a good day>"Stop it">She lose her nerve notoriously>During the recess I head up to her job to talk with her for the last time>There she really lose her nerve>I was just there, in silent(I'll continue it now)
