>>22648092Gets unreasonably angry at the smallest things to the point where he is just ignoring that the solution is right in front of him so he can get angry at something. Really bad at trying to hide it also, you know the kind of horrible acting of trying to pretend to be happy so his rage just comes off even more nerve wracking. Trying to "fix" things that don't need fixing and doing a really shitty job about it at the same time while he throws stuff around and doing extra needless things. Even when he is calm just being around him make you feel bad and I now cringe whenever I hear him open up the ice tray for his rum.
I felt it back ten years ago but it was tolerable but now for the past 2-3 years or so everyone in the household can't ignore it anymore after they started noticing. He makes my mother cry and my brother is gone out of the house 5 days out of the week. I'm the only one that can deal with him without making things worse and I feel so exhausted at the end of it where I have to sleep it off.