>>2267355god, i hope i'm low maintenance. i've been with my bf for two years now, so hopefully he wouldn't have tolerated it otherwise. i really love him anon, i hope i don't fuck it up by being a turbo autist.
the thing is that i'm definitely on the spectrum, but lucked out genetically. i have a lot of theories as to why i've never been close friends with a woman (or man/person in general besides him), but honestly i just think it's because i'm not ugly, fat, or stupid so it's threatening
then i say something awkward and it's an all in all bad experience for most people to be around me
oh well! i honestly am happy with just being friends with my bf, but i can tell he thinks it's kind of sad even if i don't. and he has friends, so he goes out and does normie things with them at night while i try not to fuck up making websites at home (like tonight)
