i've been seeing a trans guy recently. he's pre transition and has massive honkers, and i keep getting imposter syndrome about being into men since i don't often masturbate to gay porn. decided to beat my meat to completion to men to make myself feel better yet i still feel like im tricking him somehow.
for context i've literally sought out and sucked off a guy and been sucked off by a guy from this very board. am i insane?