>>2288517I'd really recommend taking a break from 4chan. I'm not saying that out of any sort of malice or hatred. I'm saying this out of concern, and I very strongly believe that some time off would massively improve your thinking. The site as a whole is toxic af -- it's pretty fun in small doses, but it will suffocate you if you don't come up for air.
I'd also recommend reading as many books by black authors as you can. It's not too hard to find them. You can just google "books by black authors." Books, movies, etc..