>>22874824I don't have the answers mate but I hope you don't stop trying
If it makes you feel any better, I've apparently been diagnosed as bipolar a few years back and have been in and out of psych wards for mental breakdowns every 9-12 months or so; clearly wreaking havoc on my career and employability. I'm unemployed and basically rack up 15 hour screentime days regularly. Despite that I to show up to church and functions but have basically given up on finding someone completely (why would I subject her to my mental condition + risk bringing kids into the world that can suffer like I have/am). I don't and wouldn't encourage hating women though; it's mostly not their fault
