>>22893964You stalked and harassed a girl half your age. Then when you didn't get your own way you spent days and days talking shit about her, wishing she'd harm herself and leaked nudes of her.
And this wasn't the first time you've lashed out like this, as evidence from the many apologies you've written to Betty in the past.
From all my time posting here it's been pretty easy to identify exactly what kind of person you are. You blame everything on your mental illness, but the reality is you're just not a good person. You constantly try to manipulate people, use threats of self harm to try and get your own way, and when it seems like someone is in a lesser position than you, you instantly start attacking them. When you do not get your own way you lash out and throw a tantrum like a 5 year old would.
You absolutely refuse to acknowledge any of this is your own fault. You always try to find excuses or shift blame to other people.
You are also a habitual liar. It is very obvious to anyone you're not trying to kill yourself, you aren't getting blind drunk, you're not overdosing on drugs. You are simply mentally stunted and incredibly immature for your age and think these kinds of lies will get you what you want (pity and attention).
You will never change, you refuse to try and fix your problems (because in your mind you have none), you will never improve. You'll be posting here for years to come and the only thing that will break you out of this cycle is when you find another unfortunate girl to stalk and harass.
The reason you are an old man with nothing is because you are a terrible person.