>>22908765i feel that way too
i don't want to spend the little energy i have left trying to hold down a job while living in this shithole if it isn't going to make a difference in the long run
i'm too much of a pussy to join the military
i think about just going to another city and trying to figure out how to make it work, but i don't want to end up in jail or a hospital or a mental hospital
idk
