Here is your TL;DR on gender transition so you can get started as soon as possible.
Stop being a chud.
BILLIONS.
SHALL.
TROON.
What should I expect as a MtF?:
https://transcare.ucsf.edu/article/information-estrogen-hormone-therapyHow do I know I have the mental illness gender dysphoria?:
https://genderdysphoria.fyi/What to know to do it on my own?:
https://diyhrt.wiki/Where to buy bathtub estrogen?:
https://astrovials.com/product/estradiol-enanthate/How do even I know bathtub estrogen is safe?:
https://transharmreduction.org/hrt-testingWhere to find other stuff?:
https://hrtcafe.net/For all else you can ask /hrtgen/ on the catalog, make a thread on /lgbt/ and post on /r/TransDIY on Reddit.
"I'm AGP. Am I valid? Should I troon? Yes, if you have dysphoria. I don't think it's a good idea to transition purely out of a fetish. Seek guidance on /r/askAGP. It is full of dysphoric AGPs such as yourself. Same for AAPs: /r/autoandrophilia.
"I'm a low quality male without dysphoria and AGP. Should I troon out?" Yes, definitely. If you are short, ugly, autistic and unfit for being a man in general, no amount of self improvement will save you. Transition now if you seek a survival level of dignity and quality of life. You aren't fit for male social roles and will likely kill yourself if you don't transition because your life will be miserable as a man.